Give, and it shall be given unto you; 
good measure, pressed down, and shaken together,
and running over, shall men give into your bosom.
For with the same measure that ye mete
withal it shall be measured to you again. (Luke 6:38 KJV)

in guimaras, iloilo, at the wake of my brother in law, far left is my ex, his mother celebrating her 73rd birthday, my eldest son,me and my youngest son. a reunion.   it was an unexpected humbling experience.  after so many years......to be in one place, with my ex and the other woman :)

only hope

i  ask God to give me hope
 in the midst of my disappointment.
when my heart is aching
 feeling so alone and helpless
Lord, what do i need to learn?
to accept things which i cannot change?
holding on and not giving up?
trusting and believing ?